Monday, March 29, 2010

Monday, March 29, 2010

This morning was a little bit rainy, but not so cold as it was over the weekend. I drove to work slightly dreading the upcoming week. Will I do okay? Will I manage the daily challenges? Will I make a mistake? Eeegads, do I sound in-secure or what. No, in fact I don't think I am insecure. I just have very high standards. You know, I've set the bar high.

Lot of intersting things going on at work. I learn new things every day. I make pretty good money, too. So why don't I ever have any in my pocket, my sock, my purse, my wallet, my bank account? Because we're paying huge debt reduction so that my husband can retire within the next three years. I'd better get that man retired before he becomes clinically depressed. No kidding.

Today was a bad day for him. He worries about our money situation, the changes that are happening at work and the fact that he will have to get up at 5:30 every day for at least the next three years before he retires. Must be terrible to think that way. Only time he seems happy is on the weekends.

Here it is, 9:30 at night and I've just got in from work a little while ago. Am I crazy?
Up at 5:15 am and home at 8:30pm? I sure do wish I could work from home sometimes.

Sometimes I feel pretty lonely, even when I'm home.

Better figure out how not to complain so much in my blog. I'm feeling a little self-conscious about that. I have a pretty good life overall. Basically I'm pretty happy. Just a little lonely sometimes. I think we all feel a little lonely sometimes.

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